It's been a few days since I last wrote. Alright, ten to 11 to be exact. A lot has been going on in my life the past 11 days. For starters, I began college. Yup. I am a freshman, and sadly, only attending Ivy Tech Community College. My prior plans of leaving the GREAT state of Indiana failed me.. and yet, the plans to move away from HERE, where I live.. fell through as well. I am content with my situation for now, but I will soon need to spread my little wings of freedom and curiosity. Otherwise, unlike as the saying goes, the lack of curiosity fulfilled, I will "be killed" by dullness.
I believe no one wants to live a dull life. But of course, we all have our own definition of what is dull and what is exciting. We devote our time and efforts to different activities, people, and interests. That's what makes us all unique. But I am not blogging on our differences, and what not. It would take too long, and there would be so many errors. I have not traveled past the border of Canada and New York. I have been Nationally grounded all my life so far. I have not met many different people or cultures, though, my plan is to travel the world someday.
That's another thing everyone shares, I believe. Dreams. Aspirations. Goals. They are never the same, but we all have them. I believe I can state that fairly. Even if it's very small.
I'm not going to lie. Today has been one of those days where it seems that no matter what happens, it makes me angry, and there seems to be no end to the vicious cycles in life. I don't get upset of frustrated for no reason. When things don't make sense, or people just break me down, I can't stand up on my own. And I don't think anyone really can. It's hard to find that person who you can fully lean on for support, and be sure that they won't pull away from you...mainly because they lean on you as well. We all need that person, I believe.
I'm still searching.
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