There Is No One Left To Blame

I always seem to have a theme for each new year, in some shape or form. Last year, in my poems, I had "cords " tied to "hearts" often intertwined somehow. And the my saying was "Love is Unstoppable" or "Love is a Lifestyle". That was more later in the year, the latter one. My tattoo was even supposed to reflect off of those ideas. A heart, still very much alive, with flowers, is hung on a dying tree. It nearly represents that there is a beginning after the ending. And love never stops.

This year, I just decided on my new one. It is "A work in progress" because we call always stand to change. I still have so much to learn, so much to see, so much to do. There is NO way I am perfect. I have so far to go, still. I am excited to see what happens this year, and anxious. I won't lie about that. I am thinking about getting a tattoo to reflect this new "motto". So, maybe, every year I have a new, good motto, I will create a new tatt. I have been thinking about one already that will represent "Love is a Lifestyle". It looks pretty gnarly.

I used to have a "Band" for every month, too. Like, it was the band of the month, and that was basically all I listened to. I should do that some year. Listen to a different band every week, and only listen to that band . No other music. That'd be interesting. Just an experiment. I could do that for a month. We'll see. That could get annoying fast.

I don't have any rants for today. I am still frustrated about some things going on in my life, but half of them are working out. Most of the time, I am just so anxious, and I just need to sit down and take a breather. Or actually eat something. Stress ruins my life. Runs my life. It's really bad sometimes, but after I just knocked a few things out of my life, I have been much more calm and cool, and even, my hormones have calmed down. So that has been SO nice.

I'm out.