Something to Christa

You aren't alone. You'll feel lost in hurt and emptiness. But you don't have to be. You just have to choose to not be lost, but to be found and held. You have to choose happiness over hurt. That's why I never understood him before. I didn't understand why he would choose hurt over happiness. But I do now. When you are so down deep in a rut, you don't want to pull someone else down into it, you want to recover, but you feel like you can't, and you don't want anyone else to help you but the person who caused that pain. But eventually you'll realize they aren't going to come back and things won't be like they were when everything was better. So you see that, and you start to heal, not because things are better with that person, but because you found the strength within yourself to keep going despite how much you lost. You find that the person put more damage than new growth in your life.