1. The sound of someone eating
2. Carrots
3. Self-righteous people
4. Conceitedness
5. Instability.
Those are a few. I don't want to go on a long rampage about each thing. Carrots is random. But today, I hung out with some friends of mine. It was nice BUT I really can't handle being with one friend of mine anymore. It's like, they don't know how to act properly with people. They are so demanding, and obsessive, and then they are so insecure as well, so they treat everyone else like shit. It makes no sense whatsoever. They are so judgmental, small minded, and two-faced. Either that or just really insecure, so they try to bring others down. AND not to mention, a ridiculous brat.
I think that there comes to a certain point that if a person hasn't learned that being nice and cool for the first impression isn't enough, and that shittiness is just a turn off... I don't know if they ever will. Especially if it doesn't push EVERYONE away. But I can't stand it. No one wants to be around crappy or crabby people. I think. I would hope. I like being with people who make me laugh or smile no matter what, and they drop what they want to cheer me up, and they sacrifice their comfortability for mine. I try to be that for others, and I think everyone needs a friend like that. A worthwhile friend is rare, it seems, so when you find one, NEVER let them go. Respect them, love them, need them, hug them, make them laugh, show them appreciation, and never ever let them down if you can help it. Sure, we are all imperfect, but that doesn't mean we can't have a beautiful friendship with someone.
I don't want to wake up one day all alone. I can't make it in this world without a person, a friend, a lover, a sister. It's best to cherish every moment you have. And with the friend I mentioned, I feel like a second choice, a drag, unimportant, and pushed over. And half the time ignored. If someone doesn't really give you they're time, they aren't worth YOUR time. 'Cause if one day, you realize you spent all that time on someone that didn't really care, who was unavailable, that blew you off, ignored you, you will see that you have no time left and it's too late. Don't make that mistake. Be with others who you benefit from, because they will also benefit from you. I am not saying to not love those who do not love you, YES, ALWAYS LOVE, but do not throw YOURSELF away for them. It's not smart, or sensible and YOU are worth so much more. You are a jewel, a precious being. You are worth more than being cast aside, into the dirt.
